it's john's birthday tomorrow; he'll be 18!
it was mum's birthday last sun; she's one year closer to 50.
i am 20 going to 21...

should have grown up by now, but i am still very much emotionally-attached to home.
it has been close to 6 years now staying away from home, but have i learn to be as strong as i should have been?



how would i ever cope without my family